I was born, but

people saw me being born

after success people credited me

after failure I hated myself more

I started to force myself to become me

.

normally

I make the descisions, but lately

that was done more and more by me

.

this revealed the key

theres a line between myself and me

that only I can see

.

What to do now?

Kill me?

Sacrifice myself to me?

Would I begin to be taken over by me?

I don't see

how this can end peacefully

.

maybe

I can force myself and me

to become one

then that schism would be gone

.

but even then

I would still exist

and be different

from what meself is