I was born, but

people saw me being born

after success people credited me

after failure I hated myself more

I started to force myself to become me



I make the descisions, but lately

that was done more and more by me


this revealed the key

theres a line between myself and me

that only I can see


What to do now?

Kill me?

Sacrifice myself to me?

Would I begin to be taken over by me?

I don't see

how this can end peacefully



I can force myself and me

to become one

then that schism would be gone


but even then

I would still exist

and be different

from what meself is