I think I'm okay
my friends tell me too
but every other day
I will meet you
.
a random stranger
my mental jailer
who makes me feel like
Im not enough as is
which makes me feel like
a piece of shit
.
it's clear you don't like me
what could I have done?
I'm being the best I can be
what am I doing wrong?
it's just me, you treat badly
you dont hate everyone
.
I do not even like you
so why do I care
I could look for people who like me
everywhere
.
so why is it you
im so focused on
because I don't know what to do
when something goes wrong
.
what to do when people are thinking
that I am not enough
what to do when my mind is yearning
for a random stranger's love
.
what did I do wrong
which of my flaws
made you make your descision
to not give me a chance
.
how would I act
if in this situation
my soul would not need
your validation
.
would I be nice, or rough?
would I care enough
to show you love?
would I even waste a single thought to you?
would I remember you?
would I give my time and my mind to you?
and thats when it hit me
it finally hit me
yesterday you were me
and I was you